Poetry series: Inspired by the Spirit
This week we’re continuing with a series of creative worship. This selection of poems and photographs is from Andrea, who has also written about her experience of creative things with God.
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Sometimes when reading the Bible or meditating on a small part of it, ideas start to form in my mind for a poem, and as I pray asking God to give me His words, then often the poem seems to write itself! As I search for the right word or phrase, I can be surprised by what comes to mind as the Holy Spirit leads me to something poetic and beautiful.
So some of my writing is sparked off by spending time with God, but other times I sit down to intentionally write a poem by inviting the Holy Spirit to co-author something on a particular theme and I am often amazed at what comes!
At other times, my writing is therapy as I partner with God to work through a hurt, problem or grief and the process brings healing and comfort.
God is the Creator and we are made in his image, so are all able to create something in our everyday lives be that a solution to a work problem, a design, drawing, recipe, gardening , photography, painting etc. – all can be enhanced and inspired when we intentionally partner with the Holy Spirit to bring a bit of heaven down to earth!
Meditation on Psalm 121
Look up eyes that are cast down
Look up to heaven
See life from a heavenly perspective
Big picture
Eternal timeframe
The Maker of heaven and earth designed you
Formed you
Crafted you
And is with you to help and guide
Look up to the skies
Look up to the hills
Pour out your feelings
Cry for the Lord’s help
For He watches over you day and night
And will protect you
His timing is perfect
Entrust every aspect of your life to Him
For He sees it all
Always has
And always will
This too will pass
Draw close to the Lord
Share life with Him
And see circumstances through His eyes
Lift up your eyes
For all help comes from the Lord
© Andrea Mill 2019
What’s in a name?
Given by parents but inspired by God
Names are passed down through the generations
Carrying with them blessings and curses
That shape each life for good or ill
Family pet names, nicknames, banter
Even names spoken in jest but with negative connotations
Feed identity
Create wounds
And become labels that stifle potential
Yet terms of endearment breathe life
The name of womanly strength given to me
Rarely used within my family
Became weakened by shortening and replacing with pet names
Critical names
Names overheard
Even spoken by teachers
Pierced like arrows into my very soul
Stole my confidence
Smothered my potential
Until God called me by my name
And I became born again
Adopted into God’s family
One by one the arrows were removed
Words of love and encouragement broke my shackles
Healed my wounds
Restored my God-given personality
The pet names whispered by my heavenly father are:
Adored one
Beloved child
Beautiful woman
Darling
Intimate and life-giving
He delights in me and rejoices over me with singing
In His love I am secure
I am strong
My identity is in Christ
My name is child of God
© 2018 Andrea Mill
From a rosebud to a rose
Song of Songs 2:1-3 The Passion Translation (TPT)
I am truly his rose, the very theme of his song.
I’m overshadowed by his love, growing in the valley!
Rosebud potential
Delicately formed
Fragrant promise
Like a tightly wound spring
About to burst into bloom
This was me
Until I met Jesus
Unable to see who I was
But Jesus gently opened me up
His love released the tightness in my heart
Removed my thorns
And taught me how to love
I began to bend in the wind of the Holy Spirit
To turn my face towards the warmth of his love
And as my tears watered the soil
I put down roots ever deeper into him
Receiving his nourishment surging through my veins
Passion rising in my heart
Fresh vision
Revealing talents I was unaware of
But in partnership with heaven
Creativity blossomed
And I began to open up
To bloom as God designed
No longer a bud
But flourishing as a rose
© Andrea Mill 2018
Alternative Ending
As I walk, my feet begin to follow a depression in the ground, like a hollow scooped out
before me and I continue down
Down until the sides are higher than me,
Down, down, till I’m walking through a valley
All around there is colour, flowers, trees with healing in their leaves, humming of insects,
joyous birdsong, yet nothing penetrates me
My eyes are downcast as I walk down, down ever lower into this valley of darkness and
despair
As I focus on my life, my circumstances, the problems that surround me
My mood descends
I see no way out
But suddenly I remember that when I lift my eyes to heaven, there I can find hope, infinite
help, lightness of being, healing
As I look to heaven, I begin to feel the infilling of the Holy spirit, connecting me, connecting
with my spirit
I feel flooded by love, such power, powerful love of God that I do not understand,
Deeper, wider, higher than this valley that I’m going through
I feel warmth
I feel like crying, touched by the love of God
Hope begins to rise in my breast
I begin to see light in the distance
I begin to notice the colours around me
I begin to hear the voice of the one who loves me, saying “Come follow me
Look into the skies, see the chariots of fire, see the angels ministering to you, see your
guardian angel
All of heaven is on your side
Look to heaven not at your circumstances
Look to me
Look to my love
And I will lift you
I will provide for you
I will heal you
I will strengthen you and guide you out of this valley
For perfect love overcomes fear
In heaven there is infinite creativity, a solution for all problems
Not what you see, not what you might think, for my ways are not your ways
So come to heaven
Let me lift you
Seek my face
Seek my face
Because when you do seek me, when you knock at my door
I am there waiting to answer you
You need not walk through this Valley alone for I am with you
I will always be with you.”
© Andrea Mill 2018
Solitude
Walking barefoot alone along a golden, Hebridean beach
Emptiness stretching out before me
No people
Just the cries of swooping seabirds
The noise of wind in my hair and waves crashing upon the shore
My thoughts drift as my feet dip into the edge of the icy sea
Here, at last, is the solitude I crave away from the demands of people and things
Warm sun breaking through the grey and white clouds, sparkling upon the sea
Now and then I am jolted back to reality by the reach, force and depth of an incoming wave
And I am reminded that the glory of God is all around, everywhere
Shining down from heaven and reflected in the waves
Cool, refreshing water for my soul
Invigorating wind reviving my spirit
The seabirds’ call drawing me towards the voice of God
Although it is solitude that I seek
God is here
As my head is cleared of the clutter of daily life
I begin to hear His voice and feel His presence
He is always with me
He supplies my every need
And I realise that my longing for solitude is actually a longing for God
© Andrea Mill 2017